~hubby~

next month kene cari housemate...
bincang2 ngn hubby..
pastu decide nk try tny intan...
intan ckp die pk dl...die x bg keputusan lg pon...
tp....esk pg time d anta bby g keje...
d da bg amanat...byk..

'bby jgn gatal2 nk ckp bby single'

'bby jgn minum klo d x de...tequila jedi coke beer...sume tu x leh..bleh wine cooler jek'

'bby jgn smoking klo d xde...'

'bby jgn kua lepak ikut intan lewat2..nnt sakit..'

heee..klaka jek...ape la nie...blum ape2 lg da de amanat...n bby gelak je sepanjang d ckp tu...heee...

family

family...

i believe i can consider myself as lucky..

i still have family that love n care for me..

compare to many many outside there that didnt have family..

i still got my mom and dad..

2brothers that i cared and looking after me..

a sister that always forgive n love me no matter wut..

im glad..

i know i didnt get the chance to spent time with them often..

even though i want to....

but just didnt get the chance..

im sorry...

i promise n tell my self..

once i have the job that i want..which bring me much more money..

i will do something for our family..

i know it seems hard..but ill try..

to my dad..

im sorry for not being able to go back as often as i should..

i want u to know i love n care fo u so much..

thank you for beeing so patient n understanding..

to my mom..

i always feel that im like u..

but sometimes u just being cold n i dont know wut should i do..

i know as u get older u will be more sensitife..

im sorry if i not be as a daughter that u wish i am..

im sorry...

i hope u always know that i love u so much...

to my sis..

i have so much fun with u..

when i first aways from home n go to university..

u were the person i miss so much..

i wish we could g back as before but i know we cnt..

due to u already have ur own family n responsibility..

at some point sometime i feel like im loosing u as my sis..

but when u came to my new house...

i feel we close again...

i hope u know i love u so much..

u were the on that i love the most in our family...

to my 2 bro..

we used to be closed..

but as time goes by it just wasnt there...

but we still near to each other..

hope to have more time spent with u guys...

i love u...

my hope here is..

to have at least once a month outing with by sis n bro..

hope it can be done soon...

hope so..

!!SUPRISE DONE!!

life is full of SUPRISES..

i often heard the qoute..

but..

rarely hang to it..

now...
it suprises me a lot..
how we usually thought

when we know someone around 6 to 7 years..

we believe we know that person well enough..

moreover if we

been living together..

face up and down in life and career together..

already feel like a family member...

known each other family well..

but still...

now..that just bcoz of someone..

someone who just show up 3 to 4month ago..

been controling her life..

manupulating her..

lie straight to her face...

playing with her heart/feeling...

bring her down...

but when she know all the lies..

she still treat that person well..

as if that person she know her whole life...

now...

i just have to tell myself..

im done with her...

she is on her own now...

i just cant take it anymore..

i love her so much...like my sister even more..

but when she can just simply say the mean word...

as if im no one/nothing....

its sad..but...

thats it...if u feels that bitch will be by your side

when things goin down and rough..

still want to believe all the lies...

then i wont be here anymore..

i cant take care of ur pride anymore..

its ur choice...

i wont say anything but i wont stop them either...

ITS UR LIFE...UR DECISION!

im no longer goin to listen and advice..

DONE!

WoRdS

what would u do if i took those WORD into..

then u couldnt make things new..

just by saying i love u.. when couple get into fight..

one of them will apologize..
usually some of the words are..

1) i'm really am sorry..

2) promise i wont do that again...

3) i wont make u cry again..

4) i love u and always will..u know that aite..

5) i wont lie to u..ill tell u everything...i mean EVERYTHING!

that is what we normally will heard or even said..

it was sweet..

but..

is it really going to be like what been promises..?

or the promises just gone by the wind

and....

before we notice it..

it happen again...

-DeCiSiOn-

through out life...
we ought to make decision..

whether it is a big or small one...

no matter how big or small it is..

it still will give an impact to our life..

as what im facing yesterday...
do i want to change my hair style..?
am i goin to regret with the changes?..
am i goin to miss my old hair?..
but i have someone that make the decision for me...haha..
so i can blame her if its not ok...hahahha..
bad huh?

it just a simple example..

just to show that in every way we have to choose something over something else..
the question is...

whether we make a right or wrong decision...

if we choose this one..

n been living with it..we are happy...

but..sometimes..

do u ever wondered..

what it would be if we choose the other way around..

are we goin to be much happier or the same or worst...?

if we suddenly decide

on turning back from the decision we made at first

to the other one..

are we goin to regret the life we turn our back from?

can we turn back if we not happy?

as conclusion..

everyday actually

we've been given thing to be choose on..

once a while..
just stood still and look back all the path u have been through....
and ask urself..
is it the path that u wont regret and change even if u were given one more choice..

or is it the path u would like to change if u have a chance..

if ur answer is u would like to change...

the truth is u always got the chance..

the chance is in urself..
everyone make mistake and its never too late to start again..

its just whether u brave or strong enough to make and face the changes...

yeah i know its easier said than done...

its all depend on our own abilities and strengh...

* for my friend that need to change their current life..all the best..ill always pray for the best thing happen to u...straight up ur life back and be strong..im here if u ever need a strengh to face it...

~PeTs~

Lots of PEOPLE around the world..
As of April 2009, the earth's population is estimated to be about 6.77 billion

Each individual have their own INTEREST...

some loved having pet in their home..some didnt..

no matter what KIND of pet it is..
or whether u LIKE it or NOT..
it is still a LIVING things in the world..
they still deserve a LIFE as we human do..
they dont deserve to be KICK..or HIT...

just like us..

this go out to the GUYS out there that is HEARTLESS..
dont ever THINK they didnt have feeling..

dont even THOUGHT they didnt feel HURT

they actually DO..

once i saw in front of my eyes..
this dog CHASING his owner..
his owner was going to move to different house but
i didnt know for what reason they didnt bring the dog together..
so all the way from their house the dog RUN close to behind of the car..
till the car went into busy road..then the dog couldnt follow anymore..
its SAD...very sad..

imagine u being LEFT behind by your family....
even tough im not a fan of dog..but it touch my HEART...

so just a reminder...
dont BEAT up an animal..
they just living their life as what god created them to be...
even u not an animal taker or fan of any kind..
it didnt HURT u if u didnt HIT them aite...

p/s i have 5cats at home..noughty and xtra active but when arrived home and got to play with them makes all the tension and tiredness goes away...heee.. :)

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Link: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx